..Running Away..

I guess
whenever I'm face with problems,
I'll choose to run away from them...

I know
running away doesn't solve the problem,
but neither do I know how to solve them.

Lacking of courage to face the problem,
I just want to hide myself from it.



~~~~~~~


Class today`

I made a serious mistake,
I was really worried and scared,
I really do not know what to do...

After handling the problem to my instructor,
I went for my break.

Immediately,
I went to the washroom,
stayed there long enough to bring myself back together...

Cried.
All the controlled tears in class just came...



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I really do not know what to do, or where to go...

was supposed to take my lunch,
but i really had no appetite,
I was so worried of what will happen after I return...

No,
I do not want to call & tell anyone about it,
cos' it will just show how useless i am as a person,
that I just can't do things right,
and to let others know that i would simply cry for just a small matter...

Yes,
I cry easily.


~~~~~~~



among all the classmates,
i guess im the one who is always being scolded.

with really low self esteem,
I can't bring my head up to face them...

It's true.......

I guess
I'm lacking in confidence...


~~~~~~~


I was really very confuse,
I do not know what to do or where to go...

I just want to run away,, seriously.

I went out of school,
simply do not know where to go.

I just wanna go somewhere where there's nobody,
to hide myself...


~~~~~~~


But I know,
I can't hide forever,
I have to return..


Went back to class,
Apologised for what i've done.

It takes lots of courage,
really,
to face the music,
to face that circumstances...


~~~~~~~


Gotta go school again tmr..

Donno what lies ahead.

Perhaps another difficult day again...?


I know
I'm so negative.

But it's really hard to be positive,
though it's easy to say.


~~~~~~~


Please... Anyone please,
hug me tight, or give me pats on my head...

That's what I need right now,
to make me feel better...

If anyone would just care.......

BloGiiE's A.L.I.V.E (:

yupyupp,, blog's not dead,
just that i'm too busy these days that I can't be bothered to update anymore...

~~~~~~~

Well, recently, I've visited my chinese blog where I used to write the stories of my past...
It really dawned on me the person whom I was!!
Selfish, Childish, only think of myself, I was really such a stronghead person,
a total difference from my present self.....

As I was reading, I started to feel sad...
No, I wasn't sad for the past that I've experienced,
cos' they are happy memories that I would like to keep and treasure them in the bottom of my heart..

Rather,
I was sad, cos' of the person whom I was,
which caused hurt to the other party.
If i was given a chance to choose again,
I would rather that he never know me,
so that he would not get hurt...

If i was given a chance,
I would not have treated him that way,
cos'... he was really good to me..


But I know that in life, we will never get a 2nd chance for us to choose again,
cos' time cannot be reversed.

~~~~~~~

For that,
I'm really remorseful..

All i can hope is that he can find a better girl who will treat him aright..


things of the future..,
I do not know

Perhaps we will meet someday again?
if there's really this day,
I hope that I can have the chance to apologise to u...

I guess,
I'm not going to write in that blog anymore,
cos' our story has ended
but, I'll not close that blog,
cos' it's my story, my memories, a part of me...

~~~~~~~

Attended a wedding dinner`

in the past, I've never paid any attention to the wedding talk and all,
cos' as a kid, I was only looking forward to the dinner...

but this time,
it's a change around for me..

I listened attentively,
paid attention to every session of it,
and don't laugh,
I was really touched as I thought of my own wedding,
that I nearly cried, while controlling successfully...

My wedding..,
how would it be...?

~~~~~~~

To people who are still concern about this blog::

Thanks for visiting my blog :)

but bear with me if i'll take some time to reply all ur comments, cos' they amount to quite a
number due to not replying them for quite some time...

&& pictures have not been uploaded for quite some time..

will update soon :)

Oh ya btw,
to those curious people who read my previous post,
I'm a pets' groomer-to-be, studying in Dogcare Grooming Academy,
I do grooming for pets,
feel free to ask me if any enquiries
or if u have any pets that need to be groomed! :)

~~~~~~~

别把别人对你的好当作理所当然`
珍惜眼前人`

Don't take the good of others for granted,
cherish them.......

((:

~~

Yesterday was my fourth lesson,,

and it was the best of all!


interestingly,,

the teachers didnt reali "scold" me anymore,

and they even said what i groomed was good,,

HaHa...

&&& the dogs were like so cooperative!!

they didnt reali move here & there,

so i was able to do my job well =))


i guess without Jehovah God's help,

i wasn't able to do so...

so im really thankful to him,,

that when i needed someone to be there,

he's always there to help & guide me,,

and never leaving me alone...

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Going to groom CoCo later :P

hope she wont bite me! x_______X


** I've lost the zeal of blogging.


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Inspiration::



" It is unwise to irritate & test the patience of the one who loves you...

cos' even though he might be someone who loves you the most throughout the universe,

he will grow weary of his love for you,

for fear he might take his leave one day....... "

&

" Once you lost it, it's very hard to gain it back....... "



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A Hard Day.

Today is yet another lesson for my Pets Grooming.

Well,
a part of me looked forward to it,
yet another part of me dreaded to go school..

Many things happened these past few days...


To make matters worse,
it was raining cats & dogs in the morning..

Worse of ALL,
i didnt bring umbrella as I was reminded to.

&& I had to walk all the way in the heavy rain to my school..

By the time I reached,,
I was drenched...

Well,
not a big deal actuali...

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Pets came by,
and we had to start grooming them..

Come for what la..
raining still come...
give us more tasks to do lor siaa...

Was asked to pluck the ears' hairs and cut the nails again...
Being told to do it fast countless of times @_______@
But...
I was realli worried that I would hurt the dog,
and they would scream like donno what,
even Im actuali not doing anything to them...


Eventually,
managed to do it,
but...
was being said & said again...
no matter what I do,will also get said one,,
like whatever I do is wrong...

Haiz...

Worse of ALL,
I even accidentally cut the nail & it bled!
Poor thing**!

I felt so bad & sorry for it x_______X

sorry Lila, my bad :((

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Was kinda scolded throughout,
this & that,
to do it fast,, blah blah blahh...

I donno...

I feel so useless,,

like i cant do anything right...

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I donno what to do..

I'm confused..

I guess...

I'm just tired of everything.......

I need a BREAK!!!

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tag tag by 邪恶天使 (:

1. Besides your lips, where is the favourite spot to get kissed?
~ forehead (:

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
~ still feel sleepy :( ~

3. Who was the last person/people you took photo with?
~ sis & oppa

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?
~ I don't think so (:

5. Will you ever donate blood?
~ Nope.

6. Have you ever have a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
~ Of course la!! = . =

7. Do you want someone to be dead?
~ Nope, I'm a good girl =)

8. what does your last text message say?
~ HaHa, secret :x

9. What are your thinking right now?
~ have my dinner! I'm starving!!

10. Do you want someone be with you now?
~ of course!! my honey bear :(

11. What was the time you went to bed last night?
~ 1am.

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
~ CCK.

13. Is someone in your mind right now?
~ Yes, honey bear =)

14. Who was the last person who text you?
~ Honey BeaR



10 lucky persons to do this quiz... (tagged!!!! )
1 Honey BeaR
2 Brother ( Francis )
3 Oppa ( Douglas )
4 Sister ( RacheL )
5 XH
6 Amanda
7 Diane
8 Cecilia
9 Kell
10 Jill



15. Who is no.2 having a relationship with?
~ nobody,he prefers to be single at the moment =)

16. Is no.3 a male or female?
~ male

17. If no.7 and no.1 get together, will it be good?
~ of course not! :(

18. What is no.1 studying about?
~ Business Administration, major in Management.

19. When was the last time you chatted with them?
~ today =)

20. Is no. 4 single?
~ YupyUpp.

21. Say something about no.2.
~ The best brother in the world, who knows me the best!

22. What do you think about no.2 and no.6 being together?
~ HaHA,, too young for No.2

23. Describe no.9.
~ quite a nice person ba.

24. Do you like no.8?
~ still alright ahh..

25. When is the last time you meet/ talk/ chat to no.10?
~ emmm, few weeks ago ba..

Nobody.

If you are something to everybody,

You end up being nothing to yourself.

Be Right Back~! :D

havent blog for a super duper long time!!...

cuz apparently,
besides being busy,,
the problem with blogger is still there = . =
for like so many ages already!!!

so i dont reali have the mood to blog,
cuz im not used to using Windows Live Writer..
i feel odd writing using that source..

so bear with me for this post,
without pics & colours :((


i reali have no idea what is wrong with this blogger!!

x_______X

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Anyway,
so much things have happened these past few weeks..

of course la,,

but i would like to review just a few of the more important events :D

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emmm,
first of all,

dad finally came back from overseas!!
but he just stayed here for about 2 weeks,,
den he went back again :((

hmmm,
even though im not that close to him,
but of course i still wish that he can be here with our family,
cuz we are not complete without him.. :(

gotta wait till when i start working,
then i guess he can come back gua~

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2nd::

well,, finally i went to have a hair cut!!
after like five months since i came back from the Philippines..
cuz i reali cant bear to cut away my long long hair!

even though it's still consider long now,,
it's not as long as before,
and im still not satisfied with the length before it was cut away :((

so now,
i know the secret of it to keep the length and to let it grow longer,
is to::
cut my hair about 1 or 1 half month after i cut,
so that the split ends can be cut away,
and continue growing =))

but gotta save $$$ for it!

YaY~!

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3rd::

is not about me..

about brother,,
he finally went for lasik surgery le..

accompanied him..

i guess he has recovered since then..

now can dont need to wear specs le..

hooray!!~~

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4th::

I finally started my pet grooming course! :D

so far,
I've attended for 2 lessons..

well,,
i reali enjoyed myself!!

looking forward to the professional course after this amateur one,
so that i can spend more time practising,
and be more professional! :))


~~ P.S :: After I graduate and get my diploma cert in pet grooming, I guess I will do freelance ba..

Dont reali fance working in a Pet Shop, unless I have my own..

So any of u who have pets,
do look up for me to be ur pets' groomer!~ =))

Thanks for ur support! :))

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5th::

my collie,, CoCo girl girl had her 1st operation.

Before that,
she had lost of appetite, and some weird discharge.

since she's 11 years old now,
it cant be that she's still having her menstruation right??

Oh Dear!
I was so worried!!

so we brought her to the vet,
and they said that her uterus had infection,
and had to go for surgery..

she was admitted immediately,
and they did the surgery successfully! =))

stayed in the hospital for 5 days,
and she's back with us now..

but she's still not feeling well,
and abit moody,
maybe cuz of the op. ba.. =((

hope she get well soon!

gotta pamper her by feeding her personally..

Oh well...

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6th::

Oppa & the rest have gone to the I.A in Korea le..
wish that they can enjoy themselves! :D

How I wish I can be there with them..

Never mind,
i'll look forward to the next four years,,
and hopefully we can attend it together again ba! =D

Hope u will have a safe trip back :))

~~ FORGET US NOT K!! ~~

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7th::

NOTICE
~~~~~~

Will be less online nowadays le..
due to my busy schedule and laziness =P

In case if any of u wanna find me due to my M.I.A,,
do look up for me at my twitter,
which i do update short posts,

http://www.twitter.com/GiNni3zX

OR

my friendster =))

http://profiles.friendster.com/princesxgin


I do have facebook,
but wont online on that for quite some time,,
due to some personally reasons.

so if any of u who added me in facebook,
sorry for my late accept =)

will accept ur request as soon as possible after i open my facebook account again =)

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Last of ALL,,

Do take care all of you,,
I will miss you all..

and please forgive me for my late reply for tags.. :)


~~P.S::

my new pics can be found at::
http://www.friendster.com/photos/5225588

=))

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Imperfection♥

GiNni3zX is bor-ed…….

ok,this is my first time using Windows Live Writer, thanks to Eldy Voon for the recommendation =))

apparently,

Blogger has some changes, or maybe some problems again…?

that’s why i haven’t been blogging for quite some time…

really bored these few days..  :/ save up on the updates ba..

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Gonna go Ion Orchard later..!

YAY~!

even though new shopping centre,

but i guess what the shops are almost the same de la..

anyone been there already?

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It’s an imperfection on us not

to realise that others too are

imperfect like us…….

It’s really true,

that’s why like we’re always demanding more and more things,

and we forgot to check on ourselves.

And expecting others NOT TO make any mistakes,

but to be perfect as can be..

But,

it’s impossible,

cuz all of us are IMPERFECT.

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“Being first gets what’s best.

Being second gets what’s left~”

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Was it just an a.c.c.i.d.e.n.t ..?

GiNni3zX was frighten-ed.







Yo~! Sup Sup..?

I'm all alone at home..
&
I'm so so so so B.O.R.E.D!!!


Somebody's sick jor.. :((

~Hope u get well soon!~


Donno what to do,,
wanna play games de, but got some problem with it..

so sianzz sia!! = . =


nvm,
just some recollection of what happened during the past week ba... =((

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10 July 2009 , Friday







This day was so bored at home as well..

Stayed home the whole day..

Actuali had plans in the night,,

but ben lai don feel like going de..

Luckily i went,

if not, u will see me rotting at home.. =P

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Anyway,,

met sis & oppa at Clementi 1st,

den ben lai wanted to go down to town de..

so far lorr,, so tts why i didnt want to join..

who knows, when we already boarded the train,,
sis said that actuali she didnt want to go tt far,
cuz she's tired le..
in which,
oppa thought that she was the one who wanted to go there = . =

miscommunication sia~!

LoL!


Anyways,,
we alighted,,
&
took cabbiie to the shopping centre in West Coast [[ forgot its name jorr.. ]]


We waited for the cab for so long lorr,,
without one single cab passing by..

& while we finally saw one cab,,
we were so exhilarated,,
but u know what..?

A guy jumped our queue,
and got in the cab, and there he went = . =

SAYONARA~~

Wasn't it obvious that there was a taxi queue there,,
where a few of us were queuing up..?

So thick skin,
buay pai sehh one sia.. = . =

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nvm,,
our mood was good that day.. :D

Stomach empty,,

not hungry...

BUT,,


S.T.A.R.V.I.N.G!!!


Went to Korean BBQ Chicken to have our dinner..

Heez,, =D

my favourite lahh.. :P

talk talk,, chat chat,, laugh laugh ,, eat eat..

"Bullied" oppa to help us remove the meat from the bone :P

who ask u to be oppa lerr..? =P

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So after our dinner,,

we went to bowl..

Heez!

Miss bowling so much siaa..~

I think the last time I went was with brother..

Hmmm...






:P
donno what went into me to pose that = . =




3 of us~


sis, oppa & mii











okie,,
i donno what went wrong with my camera,
it suddenly turned blurr = . =

but it's alright,
the faces are still recognisable can le.. :D

& most of all,
we had fun fun fun!

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Went back to CCK MCD to have some drinks before we went back..

The lastest night ever that we spent together outside..

Reached home around 1am le..

But it was reali fun,,

kept on laughing & laughing & laughing.. :D

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12 July 2009 , Sunday







Okie,, this was the day where I got frightened.

It all started out with a beautiful morning..

It was reali beautiful,
cuz I was so happy as someone told me something, that made my day..

Anyway,
as usual on a Sunday morning,
all of us would be going out for our service..

So there I went & met Natasha.

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We planned to see my R.Vs,
so I went to see the Indian lady..

Hmmm~
weird, the door was closed,
probably went out ba..

So we went down to see two other R.Vs & went up again.

While we were walking, I heard footsteps behind me,
Ehhh~
it was that Indian lady..

Said Hi to her,
but she was panicking & rushing to her home,
she told me that her husband fell down..

I didnt manage to say anything,
& there she went away..

So we continued to walk..

Few minutes later,
we heard cries from her house...

OH NO!

When I heard that,
I was thinking to myself,
did something bad happen..?

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So I told Natasha that since we already saw her,
maybe we should go over and offer any help that we may give..

When we reached her place,
the 1st thing that I saw was an Indian man,
lying on the sofa with his mouth opened,

STIFFED & UNCONSCIOUS.

I got a scare!
People who knows me,
will know that I have a kinda phobia of seeing this kinda thing..

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Anyway,
the neighbours were there to help her,
few minutes later,
the ambulance came...
I hope he would be alright.. :/


Went down to have a seat,
cuz I couldn't stand anymore,
I felt like collapsing, but I managed to control myself..
but,
the fear was still there..


I tried to recollect what happened just now,
thinking from the point that we knocked on her door,
till the incident that we saw.


WAIT.

We knocked on her door..
then I started thinking,
could it be that because we knocked on her door,
and the man wanted to answer the door,
and fell down on his way..!!??

OH MAN!~

I felt so guilty at the point of time..!


I related the incident to the rest,
&
they said that it could not be me,
since he had other sicknesses,
and he might already fallen before that..
& they gave many logical reasonings about that..

I felt better,

However,

The scenerio that I saw,
is stucked to my head,
till this day..

& I was even woken up by that from my sleep.. = . =

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Leaving that aside,
a few people from our cong. went to CCK stadium to have a game of badminton :D

the last time I played was with JaKe =))

I couldn't help but pause to think of the happy moments that we had,
which brings smiles to my face whenever I think of it.. :$
but it wrench my heart that it will be quite sometime before we can see each other again :'(

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Had only one game with sis & oppa,
then rested,
in order to allow the rest to have a chance to play..




Sweaty :P


The craziest pose that we thought of :D


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13 July 2009 , Monday







Went out with brother..

WooHoo..!~ :D

We went to Lido, cuz he wanted to buy cleanser from Isetan there,,

had our lunch at Subway,
YUMMY YUMMY~! :D

& watched Transformers 2..

Heez,,
2nd time la..

cuz brother wanted to watch de, so I pei him watch..

even though it's 2nd time,
but still nice nice..

at least i understand the story better.. =))

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After our movie,
I offered to go back to his house to help him pack,
cuz brother going to move house to CCK at the end of the month le..
YAY!~

we will be in the same cong. again le.. YAY!~

= ^ ^ =

HaHA,,

i think i made a mess more than help him ba..

^ , ^

ben lai wanted to stay longer de,
if not for mom called & said it was late = . =
though it was only 9 plus..


nvm,
anyway,
we will see each other soon..!

Hooray!~

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" To love is not to look at one another,
but to look together in the same direction."

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How I wish ♥.......

GiNni3zX misses ALL of you.......











Finally Finally Finally!!
See See SEE!
I finally get to upload photos to my bloggie le!
**YAY!**

Btw,
Thanks for all those who gave me suggestions,
&& all ur "congrats" :)

really appreciate it that all of u come to my blog to visit me
and left me comments.. :)

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My Family.

okok,,
obviously not fleshly de la,cuz we dont look alike,
except alike to my mom && sis..

but still,,
we are bonded together like one big family~~

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As we were watching the pictures being played on the screen,
again & again,
my feelings overwhelm-ed me.

I donno why, but I feel very sad..

I miss all of you :'((

How I wish I can be there with all of you now,,

and never never ever ever be separated again..! :'((

I hate that time & time again,
we have to be separated..

How I wish, that one day,
all of us can stay together,
& never have to be separated ever ever again..


But..
is this possible..?


Though we will be going to Phils. again next year,
we will still be separated in the end right..?

I don't want!
I don't want!
I don't want!

Boohooohooo :'((


But,,
I still wish that someone can bring me there as soon as possible! :'((

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Mom says that she's thinking whether she wants to go there with Roque's family,,

Please Please~~!

I want to go too.. if not for my school :((

Don't leave me behind.......








My heart melts whenever I think of you ♥


Time passes very fast, but..
It's painfully slow for me :((

I Miss You.......


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| These few days... | Blogger of the day ((: |

GiNni3zX is annoyed..!







ok ok,,
wad's wrong with blogger huhh...!?
this is the 2nd time that i can't upload pics to my post!!
wad's wrong..??

can someone explain to me...?

it's really annoying && irritating!

boohoohoo.. :'((


Forget it.. :((


Just an update on what's going on these few days ba.. :((

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01 July 2009 , Wednesday







Went for ministry in the morning, den headed to Jurong Point for our movie! :D
Gonna watch "Transformers 2" !

Hmmm,
the movie was kinda long,
that if it's gonna take any longer,, imma lose my concentration @_______@

anyway,,
it was a reali nice movie!!
&& i love it! :D

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02 July 2009 , Thursday







One Month ♥
One Month ♥
One Month ♥

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03 July 2009 , Friday







Went for ministry in the morning again..
hmmm,
den headed to Chinatown to have dinner!
at an Authentic Korean Restaurant..

nice nice!!~ :D

had desserts at [[ forgot what store ]]

den went to Clarke Quay,,

they sorta have bazaar there again!! :D

but nothing nice :((

Went for some drinks at Tapas Cafe..

The drinks tasted horrible,
and wasted money on cab home,,

cuz there were no more buses anymore :((


Eat Eat Eat && EAT!!

Drink Drink Drink && DRINK!!~~


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05 July 2009 , Sunday







Sis Amy,, Oppa & family came over for dinner!

sing K,

nice conversation with Oppa =))


** no signal for someone's phone :(( **

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06 July 2009 , Monday







Staying at home again.. :))

gonna have lunchiie soon!!

i know it's late la.. :P

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And huhh,,?

I'm the blogger of the day at BU..?

wu nia bo..?

LoLs!

Thanks,,
very happy.. :)) hehe.. :D

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okkk,, i know i'm sounding bored..

cuz of blogger!!!

i cant upload pics..!!

once again,,

I'm frustrated, annoyed && irrated!!

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Anybody flying off to The Philippines,

PLEASE!

don't make my envy you :((

cuz,,

though time passes very quickly,,

it's PAINFULLY slow for me..


Boohoohoo...!! :'((


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Happiness. Sadness. Sweetness.

GiNni3zX is exhausted & lazy..!







I know I've been lazy and not been updating for almost one week plus..
i totally ignore friendster and facebook,
i just view friends only larr,,
i haven't been replying comments and uploading pics for almost 2 months..


Actually is true larr,,
pioneering is kind of a protection for us,,
that i dont have time for all these stuffs any longer..

hmmm...

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past few days is a mixture of happiness, sadness and sweetness,
but of course,
more of happiness & sweetness larr..

sadness,
maybe just a few percent of it..

but it's alright =)

all is settled now..

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21 June 2009 , Sunday







Had cong. gathering at CCK park (:
very fun fun one!
we had games & all..

& i found one new "bunso" :D

very tired though :/

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22 June 2009 , Monday







Went out with brother! :D

finally met up with him after donno how long.. = . =

emmm,,
ben lai he wanted to bring me to Seletar aiport de,,
cuz there's a Youth Flying Club there..?

but,
when we reached there,
it was like close or donno what lor.. = . =

imagine the long journey on the bike,,
and the weather was very hot somemore = . = "

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nearly got lost some more,,

so we looked at the map like where we should go next,

ben lai decided to go punggol jetty de,,

den i suggested to go Mt Pleasant Animal Hospital to visit the grooming school,,

so we went! :D

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The 1st thing which I saw when we reached there,
was a kind of a small graveyard for the pets..

when i saw that,
i actually felt sad lor.. :((
cuz my coco is already 10 years old..

i donno what will happen to me when she leaves us one day..
i would probably go crazy,
like seriously..

love her so much,
muackx!

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The school is called "Dogcare",
it didnt appear as how I expected.. :/

i thought it would be bigger than how it's supposed to be..

cuz it's actually quite small de,,

but it's ok larr,,
just enough to teach & learn :)

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i kept forgetting the questions that I need to ask,
so in the end,
we went back to the school 3 times after each time we left :x

was really satisfied :)

just have to wait for dad's approval,
that's all..

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da bao food for his mom,
and durain for us!

ate quite fast,
cuz have a movie to catch..

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Went Lot 1 to watch
"Land of the Lost",

walao,,
waste money sia..

the movie was really very lame lorr,,
and bo liao de..

= . =

but anyway,,
finally can watch movie with brother liaoo,,
so also happy happy larr.. :D

dinner at MOS before going back =)
siann lorr,,
cuz they dont have the raisin milkshake anymore.. :((

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23 June 2009 , Tuesday







start of our C.O.V week.. =)

enjoyed the talks..

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emmm,
went back home & had a really sweet & happy conversation with YOU,
really don't want to hang up,
but have to.. :((

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26 June 2009 , Friday







ben lai wanted to go for field in the morning de,,

but too exhausted liaozz & my leg was in pain :((

so ben lai again,
wanted to go for afternoon with mom de,,

den in the end changed to go school to register..

so went "Dogcare" again,
finally registered le.. =)
YaY! ^ ^

starting school on August 16 :))

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Went back to Lot 1 to buy gifts,

and mom bought perfume for me :D

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27 June 2009 , Saturday




Work-ed with Brother Mario & Sister Veronica,
had an enjoyable day & conversation with them. :))




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28 June 2009 , Sunday







The day I finally turn-ed 18! =)

had a long day out for service,,
and met up with my A.P hours =))

SATISFIED.

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29 June 2009 , Monday







stayed at home for the whole day..

hmmm,
seems abit weird,,
cuz long time didnt get to stay at home le,,
cuz always going out..

so felt abit lost lerr,,
like very free like tt,
didnt know what to do,,

so did housework,
and bathed girl girl CoCo :D

She bit me lahh!!
so naughty de..

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Sadness.

quarrel-ed & sort of shouted at someone.. :((

feel so bad abt it till now..

but all is alright now =)

managed to settle the problem..

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30 June 2009 , Tuesday







What happened last night still affects me a little..

In a foul mood at the moment..

greatly irritated by donno what..

somemore,,

blogger has donno what problem,,
wanted to upload photos to this post,
but no photo appeared out..

dot dot dot***

So,
please don't disturb me,,

if not,,
i would show my temper on u..

Controlling.......


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unfairness in life.

I'm not chubby, I'm just not tall enough.......







that's true larr..
if I could be taller, that would be so fantastic lorr..
nobody would be making comments about me anymore..
Hmph!** :((

Haizz,,
not like as if I want to have this body larr,,
think I got chance mehh..? :/

people talk like as if I'm really very F*T, like obese like that,
when i'm not.. = . = "

and also,
what if i'm really an obese larr,,
i don't think u should say things DIRECTLY or INDIRECTLY,
telling the person that they are fat.

cause all of us are humans,
and we have feelings too okie!

especially women, they are very sensitive to this issue..
not only that,
i think we shouldn't say like that to a guy too...
cause...
all of us have that thing,called, PRIDE.

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i donno why im so suay to inherit the body build from my father,
instead of my mother, who is of a smaller build.

my bones are like bigger lorr,, compare to those small small ones.. >.<
Do i have a choice?
of course NO.
Because I'm simply born this way k.

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Besides,
I really really admire and envy those people who have faster metabolism rate..
that's like so good lorr..!!

no matter how much they eat,
it's very unlikely that they will get fat..
and they will just remain the same..

so UNFAIR!!

to people who have slower metabolism rate,
we need to be very conscious of how much we eat,
and what we eat.

cause,
if we eat too much,
we will grow horizontally, not vertically.

and work our way to lose weight. = . =

which is very xin ku lorr,,
cause you have to control your diet.

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Besides that,
height plays a role as well..

wish that I'm taller than I am right now,
like 150cm.

I know I'm SHORT,
don't brush it in any longer..
SOBS** :((

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Okie,

and I have like single eyelids and no double eyelids.

tell-tales heard that people with double eyelids are prettier.

having single eyelids is not enough,
I have small eyes too. >.<
so small that people say that I'm closing my eyes when they are actually opened!

And also,
I have eyelashes that are way too SHORT!

really really short that when Kay was like trying to put mascara for me
and curling them,
it was difficult for her = . =

double sian-ness.

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oh ya,
nowadays, i know people are noticing that I have 3 handphones that I'm carrying now..

and they would be like questioning me,
why I have so many phones..

hmmm,
maybe they are curious ba..

but like,
im not showing off how materially well-off i am, when I'm not k..

I have my reasons for carrying so many phones with me,
not like i'm contacting so many people,
which I appear to be,
and where some people say, is like i'm having a business.. = . = "

but,
im actually contacting just ONE person, with 2 phones.

i'm not the only one,
mom too.

just that,
i dont think people will go and ask her lorr..

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anyway,
im like blabbering too much,
cause i donno why la,
one thing leads to another,
that makes me siann lorr..

no big deal actually..

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wishes::

that my friend can get well soon..

i feel sad when i see you like that..

sorry, was unable to visit u on friday,,

hope that u didnt think too much when we were not there to accompany u..

Sometimes,
being a thinker is also very ke-lian..

i hope that i can visit u as soon as possible k..

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btw,
so many sian-ness that I had today,

something made my day,,

just when we were about to take the bus home from interchange,
with Uncle & Aunt Quek,,

Uncle said that he needed to buy something,
and it was actually for Aunt de lorr..

At first,
we tot they would go together,
but he let aunt to go back 1st, and he went to buy himself for her..!!

WoWW!

How sweet siaa...~~~


** How i wish my future husband would be like that! ~~

It actually shows how much you care and love ur wife..


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I'm not a young girl anymore who likes hearing sweet talks as much as I do in the past..

Words are empty, Actions are alive.

~~It's not by your sweet talks that makes you a sweet person,, it's actually through your actions
that bring out the sweet person in you..! ~~


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Busy Busy!~

GiNni3zX is a big girl now.......







Havent update blog for a week, cause have been busy due to being a.p these month..
Have been going out everyday, that I guess I'm not getting enough rest..
Feel exhausted each day,
but satisfied at the same time :))

A JOY that I've never felt before =))
Hmmm,
I didnt know that I could feel joy this way, by doing a.p.
but it's a first hand experience,
in which I really enjoy alot..

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Anyway,
just an update of what happened this past one week :)
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08 June 2009, Monday







Hmmm,
supposed to meet brother in the afternoon before going for K in the evening with the usual group..
but brother so suayy one!! :((

donno who is that person who took his bag away while he was talking..
and I know it's one of his favourite bags which he always carried with him, and it's really
convenient..

most importantly,
ALL his important documents were inside,
besides a whole lot of cash, which amounts to few 1000 plus,
and his I.C, license.. and blahh blahh blahh..

walao, that person so kanasai sia!!
so angry for brother lor..

haizz,,
anyway,
forget it ba.. it's past le..
no point thinking about it anymore..
the more we think, the more sian we would feel...

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Actually, mom went with him 1st on the bike,
and I took bus alone..
so when I was half-way on the bus,
mom called me and told me about it..

when I heard it,
i was kinda lost lorr,,
cuz it's like change of plan,
and i gotta be alone, donno doing what alone at Orchard Road..
= . = ??

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Anyway,
GiNni3zX gotta grow up..
so that day was the day where she learnt INDEPENDENCE. =)

I went to Far East alone,
and shopped around for clothes for time to pass for me to meet them to go sing K =)

As usual,
we sing till 11pm before we went back,
hmmm,
moody that day, cause of someone lala.. :((

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09 June 2009, Tuesday







Emmm,
everything was alright already. =)
Thanks to the Bible reading we had on that night,
and I learnt something from it,
that is,
not to judge people,
cause only Jehovah can judge us..

sometimes,
we conclude things for ourselves just by looking at how things APPEAR to be,
but sometimes,
though it appears to be that way,
it doesn't always have to be that way.

Thus,
we should get the matters clearly, before we can come to the right conclusion.

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10 June 2009, Wednesday







This day is very fun fun la!
Emmm,
1st time working with Oppa DuckiiE :P

Okie larr,,
quite relaxed de..

joined him for 2 bs,

the children quite naughty o.O
makes me consider again whether I want to have children.. >.<

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Anyway, after our bs,
then we went to Jennifer's place to visit her,
cause she wasn't feeling well..
so poor thing lorr**
she looked so pale.. :((
kelian..

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After that, we went to watch movie together =))
mom kinda spoilt my mood..
cause she went to vivo 1st with phillip,
den sis,oppa and ii were still on the train,
den she called me lorr,,
and was like hurrying us when there were still like 3 hrs before the movie start ==||

ya la, cause she wants to have dinner 1st,
but I mean,
u don need to take that long to have dinner right..??

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Anyway, of course we weren't late for the movie,
we separated,
mom & phillip went to watch "Terminator",
Li Ting,Oppa,sis & ii went to watch "Monsters vs Aliens" 3D =))
very fun sia the 3D, have to wear specs de..










So have to rush off again after the movie,,

mom like so gan chiong sia.. =.="

Hmmm,
when can I get the chance to watch movie with u gorr..? :((
u always busy busy one larr..

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11 June 2009, Thursday







Went for night field..
so angry sia,,
heard from mom that people are gossiping about our family yet AGAIN,
and now they said that our family didnt support the ministry =.=

i think is u guys didnt support the night field lorr,
so little people some more,
and u were not there,
so how u see us there..?

don anyhow go and gossip around okie..!!

FED-UP!**

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12 June 2009, Friday













Went to Far East to meet sis, Kernice & Lulu [[ Lois ]],,
peii Kernice to buy the dresses that she want before she went to have dinner with her group..

walao,,
many shops in Far East, is like the shop keepers are so ATTITUDE siaa..

so what if their clothes are like so RIDICULOUSLY expensive..?
the quality isn't any better..

DAY and NIGHT ROBBERY!!

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Anyway,,
after buying her clothes,
she went to City Hall,
and we went to Tampinese 1 for our dinner..

We had ours at "Say Cheez",,

ewww,,
the food wasn't nice at all lorr..
some more so oily sia!!

feel so nauseating,,
wasted the crab >.<
my favourite lor..~
donno why they need to cook it for so much oil for.. = . = "
waste oil also..
no logic..~ = . = "





Chicken Cordon Bleu, where Secret Recipe's one is
obviously nicer..




mii & lulu``


sis & ii




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So anyway,,
after our dinner,
we shopped around..

didnt buy anything..
cuz bo luii jorr.. >.<

gai gai around for awhile,
before we stopped for some drinks and chat chat :))

ordered 1 cake for all of us to share,
and sis & ii ordered berries frappe,
lulu ordered apple black beans, something like tt de..









3 of us



Long journey back home...


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14 June 2009 , Sunday






Worked in the morning with uncle Rofino,
den afternoon with ganpa..

haizz,,
so hot siaa..!!!

anyway,,
we went to send the Korean sister off at the airport,,
hmm,
she's Oppa's visitor larr..

before that,
we had our dinner at Kenny Roger's at Suntec City,
and went to see the fountain after that..

nothing special lerr.. = . =

went to airport after that..

had some drinks before she had to go in le..






in the sky train.



Hope to see her again someday soon ba..! =))


a capture of everyone.. =))


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17 June 2009 , Wednesday






Went to visit a friend with sis..

Long time no see =))

hope u will feel better soon :))

always remember that we will always be there to support u k..!












" I don't have the prettiest face for you to look at,
or the skinniest waist for you to hold.
But... I do promise that I have the
BIGGEST HEART to love you....... "


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Because I'm a GirL.

They sang this song when we went to KTV.

But, I really love the MTV,
it's touching &
especially the lyrics of the song, because it conveys the message that is within the bottom
of my heart.

It's impossible to understand what's going through a guy's heart

You told me that you wanted me, and now that I've given you everything, you tell me you're leaving

You told me that it was your first time you felt this way, and said that I was special

I believed you... and it was my happiness

You should have told me that your feelings had faded

I had no idea, and I continued to depend on you

Although I say I hate you now, I'll be missing you

Because I'm a girl, to whom love is everything...

They say that when you give a guy all he wants, he quickly gets bored

And now I know that's the truth...

And although I tell myself, I'll never be tricked by love again

I fell in love, and my heart is broken again...

Please don't break the hearts of girls, who'll do anything for love...

I didn't know that living this life while being loved would be so hard

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that's how TRUE love should be like,
you would do anything for the girl you love, like that guy in the MTV, isn't it.......

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* Disappointment *

Why is it that I can't prove to others that what they said are wrong..?

& I hate it.

Why is it that the truth is always so cruel, that I'm always avoiding it..?

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You told me that your top up is finished, is it just another excuse, or you simply just don't
bother to top it up..?

But, if it wasn't an excuse,

why couldn't you borrow someone else's phone & inform me, like how you always did..?

Weren't you even worried when I said that I don't want to talk to you...?

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I know, I'm short tempered, and always getting angry.

But, if there isn't any reason for me to be angry, would I be..?

PLEASE, do not avoid the problem, but solve it right away.

Perhaps, you don't even know what the problem is,
cuz u simply don't care.

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" It's hard when you met the right LOVE at the wrong time.
But what is more painful is when you have to give up the right LOVE,
cuz you have to face the right time holding the wrong LOVE! "


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G.U.Y.S

Problems one after the other is choking & overwhelming me.......







~~ Guys are very much different from girls, we think differently. ~~

~~ Guys don't understand girls. ~~

~~ Guys don't know what girls want, they don't know what girls need. ~~

~~ Guys don't know what to do when they make girls mad or sad, they just leave them alone. ~~

~~ Guys treat girls differently AFTER they managed to get them, not in a better way, they just take them for granted. ~~

~~ Guys can just sleep soundly even they have a problem with the girl.
They simply don't care & it does not bother them. ~~

~~ Guys just simply don't know how to treat girls aright. ~~

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Sometimes girls don't mean what they said,

for example, when they want you to leave them alone, or when they said that they don't want to talk to you,
they don't really mean it, they actually mean the OTHER way round.

But guys just don't get it and don't understand why we are like this.

We are MADE this way.

But sometimes, we do mean it, so, determine it for yourselves.


~Do you really want to leave the girl alone and don't want to talk to her?
If yes, so be it, and don't talk to the girl ever again.
If no, then why do you want to do that for..? For making the matter worse?~

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Why do you have to somehow "push the blame" on me?
It's obviously you, who can't make it for the reading,
so why do you want to find reasons for me, like I can't concentrate because it's too noisy,
and because I'm going home late..?
I can always find a way, wouldn't you, if you really view something so IMPORTANT and when you really want to do something..?

You said to me before, that you don't want to leave me alone,
because it wouldn't solve the problem.

BUT,
you left me alone.

You ever asked me whether are there any changes on the way you treat me.
Yes, there were, you treated me better than before.

But if you were to ask me again,
my answer would still be YES.
Yes, there are, you are NOT treating me as good as before.

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Maybe you are sleeping soundly now,
so why should I, for your sake,
losing my sleep?

I will not cry,
because I don't think you would ever cry for me.

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I don't understand, I really don't.

I've always thought, if you REALLY love someone, you will give your best to the person, and you wouldn't do things that will hurt or make the person unhappy.

That's what you said as well,
But, are you doing that...?

You know I don't like some things that you are doing, but you still continue doing that,
perhaps it's difficult for you,
but wouldn't it be for just anyone to make any changes...?
Since you don't care,
so, why should I..?

Time & time again, you have proven something,
that you don't TRULY love me.
I hope that I'm wrong, if I am, do prove me wrong, PLEASE.

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If it wasn't for you who left me alone,
I don't think I would be saying all these here.

Perhaps, we are not suitable for each other.


Maybe, I should just stop here.......

Do Singaporeans dress badly?

what's in & what's out? what's hot & what's not?







Hmmm, OooooooO OooHhh :P

** Am ii talking about myself?? OooPss!~ :xX **


As we walk along Orchard Road, we can see the many different fashion, display-ed out by
Singaporean themselves.
Mainly Japanese, Korean, European, Taiwan & Hong Kong fashion.

No doubt, most of them do dress up nicely and fashionably, especially youths at their age who
love dressing up, some minority do spoil the view.

Why do I say that?

These black sheeps, dress in a way that is way too sloppy, like how they would dress themselves at home,
wearing T-shirts and shorts, and a pair of slippers out.

It's not wrong to wear T-shirts and shorts out, what I mean is those that you literally wear at
home to sleep, and not meaning those that are worn in a fashionable sense, like what usually
most people wear nowadays..

And when I say slippers, I literally mean S.L.I.P.P.E.R.S,
those kind that you wear to your nearby food courts or kopitiam?
But not meaning those lovable flip-flops! :)

I'm one of these people who loves wearing flip-flops out! :D
It's really comfy, especially if you're going for a long day walk,
imagine wearing high-heels and walking for the whole day o_______O !!!
And most importantly, all you have to do is to "slot" your feet in and out whenever you need,
that is so convenient.

And you don't have to worry of getting "smelly" feet,
especially for those people who have sweaty and wet feets = . = "

I'm so IN for accepting flip flops!~ :D

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Not only are youths nowadays who know how to dress themselves,
even these advanced age seniors know how to dress up too!
And I can say, they are also quite fashionable,
and whenever I see one of these people,
I would think that they are so CUTE, *la* :P

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So anyway,
as I was talking about the fashion we can see in Orchard Road,
mainly::
Japanese, Korean, European, Taiwan & Hong Kong,

Hmmm,
did I miss anything out?? o . O

YES, I did!

And that is Singaporean Fashion!

I guess people nowadays are following the fashion of other countries.

No doubt, I'm of course one of them :/

But I still feel kind of embarrassed when I hear my foreign friends saying to me that::
" We, Singaporeans, simply have NO sense of originality. "

YES, that's it,
and they would go on to say like we are copy meow meow, copying their countries [ wherever they are from ]
like for example, we do not have a national costume of our own, like for Chinese, is the Chong Sam,
and they would say we copy China and what not, and for Malays and Indians as well,

but just do not have a Singapore Costume that we can call our own.

Yupp Yupp, and blah blah blahh la..


So why are we still copying the fashion of other countries, and acting as "CLOWNS" to let others despise and laugh over at..?


Therefore,

~ it's ABSOLUTELY high time to have our own Singapore's original sense of fashion! ~

And let the other countries copy us, and it would be the other way round,
**Wahaha** :D

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What's next what's next..?

Oh yupp yupp yuppies, PJS!

P.Y.J.A.M.A.S!

~ My favourite "sleeping outfit" that I wear it every night! ~

Well,
honestly, I do wear them when I go down my block at night,
I don't think there's anything wrong with it,
since it's night time, and obviously there's nothing wrong to wear them at night, since you
are going to sleep.

However,
I do see people wearing them during the day time,
which sends a kind of message to me that,
they haven't shower :xX

So,
even though it's absolutely normal to be seen wearing PJs at night,
I don't think it's appropriately to be seen wearing one during the day time.

And of course,
obviously, I wouldn't dare to wear it down Orchard Road,
It's a NO NO NO way man!!

Except around my Neighbourhood and it's at Night, there's no problem with it. :D

And also,
if the PJ that you are wearing, besides being comfy,
it's not something that you will feel embarrassed with,
Why Not?

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Here's pictures of me wearing PJ!~
::







TA-DA~~!!








~Do feel proud if you love or are wearing PJs, there's nothing wrong with it. :)) ~


la..la..la..



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What's wrong with me.......

GiNni3zX is moody.......







Just kidding :P
Actually for a part yes, and a part, no..

Well,,
I donno what is happening to me???

Sometimes in life,
we just can't get what we want,
and what we have expected..

Apparently,,
I didn't get the job that I wanted,,
that is "Vet Assistant",
and many people were asking me,
so what's ur plan next?

I simply have no idea.
FULL-STOP*

Of course I do have,,
but can I have what I want..?

I want to study Pet Grooming!!!
But will dad allow me.......??

When I told him that the application for the Vet Assistant is not successful,
he told me that,
so we shall see again..

See what..?
will people hire me,,
someone who has no qualified certificates,
or whatever...
blah..blah..blahhh...

I'm just wasting my time and life away,,
in which I guess if I'm studying now,
I would have been half way through,,
instead of always staying at home,
doing nothing..

Well,
at least I opt. for A.P. this month,
so at least I'm spending some time wisely...

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What's next?

Have to accept the fact that someone can't graduate this October..

Not ur fault, I know..

So, never mind..

But also quite siann...

Forget it...

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Also,,

recently, I've heard what people said,
honestly, I'm very much affected by it!!!
Yes i do,,
and alot alot okkkkk!!!
I know it's not their fault to tell me,
and it's I myself asked them de,,

but....
I simply don't like to hear what I'm hearing..

but,,
I still want to hear,,
just to get a fuller picture..

I know I'm weird,
but that's what I have to do...

I'm not the Regina I used to be,,
yes, I've changed..
being careful and aware,
and not closing any eyes..
in order not to get hurt again,,
but maybe I'll still get hurt in the end...

I'm sick and tired of being like this,
but can I stop doing that..?

NO, I can't.

How I wish I can!!!

W.H.A.T.E.V.E.R

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Just some updates::

31 May 2009, Sunday~~

out in the field with Roy for the whole afternoon,
and went to watch movie after that with the group,

simply tired and exhausted,
guess I injured my leg.. :/

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01 June 2009, Monday~~

Brother came over to join us for lunch,,
talk talk,, chat chat~~

Went for Uncle Tay's wake at night,
and saw his ****** ,,
that I couldn't sleep at night.

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02 June 2009, Tuesday~~

Hmmm,, got a pleasant surprise :$


SHYS**


~~ 02 June 2009, Tuesday, 05:50pm is love-d ~~


Hope is not the end of all things,
but a happy beginning :))

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03 June 2009, Wednesday

The day when everything went wrong.
FULL-STOP.


** I hope u are able to read this post, please don't ask me what happened, but just stay by my side....... **

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Changed new glasses,,
some says look studious?
Actually alot,,
but that's the purpose of it.


The baby in the house,
who loves bringing her bolster everywhere :D

She's so cute!!!~~~

** I know it's contradicting,, cuz if u noticed,
the designs on the bolster is bear, :P **

Letting CoCo to bite you :xX







ALWAYS REMEMBER::


ღ Saying " I love you " is as easy as A B C.
But it's through the actions that makes it REAL. ♥


ღ Don't choose a candy if you won't buy it anyway.. In other words, don't be too sweet if you don't have plans to love the person. ♥


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** Grandma's **

28 May 2009 , Thursday







GiNni3zX misses ALL.








Back:: Da yi, Mii & Er yi
Front:: Si yi, MaMa, & Mummiie


& Cousin Ming Li. (:


Yepp yepp,, went to grandma's place in the afternoon..
Heezz,,
when I sat down not long after,,
all my aunts and grandma said that I'm thinner than before,
and look better :$

Hahhz,,
is it me or what?
I cant see any difference lerr :/
But I feel happy..!~ v ^ ^ V

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Emmm,,
didnt see my cousin for quite some time,
since CNY,,
so we chatted alot..

I also donno what we chatted,
but lots of random stuffs :D

But I feel happy chatting with u gorr,,

Oh ya ya,,
and we like reminisced on our childhood days,
that I was closer to his brother then,
and those naughty things that we did together as a child :xX
Ahahha :P

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Anyway,,
we left at around 4:30pm?

And went gai gai at Jurong Point,,
had our dinner there before we went back..

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Met dou my nu er JY~ at CCK!!~

donno how long ago since we last met,,
and when things were different then..

Well,
anyway,,
happy to see u again =))

** Don't cry anymore kk,, **

u're always so sweet larr,,
saying "I love you Mummiie",,

don't cry anymore horrs,,

Mummiie loves you too (:










ok,
i love this watch :D

~" LOVE is just a word, But you gave meaning to it....... "~


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Hannah Montana dances **Hoedown Throwdown**!!

~*1st ever Advertorial*~







Featuring:: ------->>















As all of us know,,
Hannah Montana:: The movie
is reaching Singapore movie box on 4th June 2009!!

Is any of you excited? :O

Heez,,
no doubt,,
I'm one of them! :D

I've ever watched some previews of the movie,,
and one of the parts which I enjoyed was the part
where she and her dad were sitting somewhere peaceful,
and singing,
" Butterfly Fly Away "
nice song indeed huhh.. :))

but what I enjoyed most of the preview was more of the close relationship she has with her
dad,,
in which we are unlikely to see in today's realistic world!

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As we all know,
in the movie,
Hannah is a superstar,
where she sings, dances and performs many songs..

Besides the soothing song " Butterfly Fly Away " ,
one of the other songs which I enjoy is " Hoedown Throwdown "

Geez,, :D

this is the music video which I found interesting::





In this video,
Miley Cyrus ( Hannah Montana ) teaches everyone how to dance the Hoedown Throwdown
Dance Moves which is featured in the movie itself =))

As some of you know, I'm someone who loves dancing,
but absolutely have no idea how to dance, so this video is a lovely one that teaches
the simple steps of the dance,
which is easy to pick up with :D

Besides that,
in the movie itself,
Hannah Montana was singing this song,
with all the folks down the stage dancing along to this music,
something which is really fun and enjoyable to do,
which I would like to try it someday! :D

Not only is the dance steps easy to pick up with,
the music "Hoedown Throwdown" is a really bubbly song,
a type of genre that I enjoy =))
That's why this music video catches my eyes! :D

In case,
anyone is interested to watch it,
Nahhhh,,, =D



There you go =))

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Now,
are you even more excited for the movie's arrival? :D
So,,

“Catch “HANNAH MONTANA: THE MOVIE when it hits Singapore cinemas on 4 JUNE 2009!”

YaY!~ v ^ ^ V

::+:: VeT AssistanT ::+::

27.05.09 , Wednesday







GiNni3zX is excited..! v ^ ^ V











HeHezz,, went for a job interview just now =))

I think it was last week when i received this email asking me if I was interested in working
as a Vet Assistant,
as everybody knows, I love pets && animals very much,,
so I was quite excited when I was given the job offer v ^ ^ V


Some more horhorr,,
the vet clinic is just opposite my place,,
so convenient!! :D

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Anyway,,
they arranged to meet up for an interview today :))

I was actually very nervous throughout the night that I couldn't sleep well o.O
silly me** :P

Geez :D

Anyway,
the interview was supposed to be 10:15am,
but I reached there early,
around 5 minutes earlier..

When it was 10:15,,
there was still no one around,
and the clinic was like dark inside..
I was in an instant worrying la..

HaHa,,
but not too long later,
a person came and it was that person who sent me that email..

o.O

ooooooo...

I got a shock la!!
cuz all along,,
I thought that person was a lady,,
but actually..
"she" turned out to be a guy! = . = "

Pai sehh sia,,
cuz I've been addressing her as "Ms" throughout the email replies >.<

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Anyway,,
the interview was alright la..
not as scary as I expected..
They asked me a lot of questions,
in which some of them I didn't know how to answer :/

Hmmm,
so see how ba..
will know the results in 1 to 2 weeks later..

But if they hire me,,



~I'm so looking forward to that job!! :D ~











** You can choose not to be what you were borned to be **


~~ The heart,, is all that matters ~~


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~* C.A. *~

22-24 May 2009~
Friday-Sunday`







GiNni3zX is being motivated..!















Backiie Backiie from Malaysia! :]]

Went there to attend our C.A. 2009`
Heez,,
Enjoyed all the talks very much,
especially those ones that were given by C.O and D.O

was really encouraged by their talks,
and truly motivated to do even more in the ministry..

Once again,
was really touched by the point of how unconditional Jehovah God shows the love he has for us..

Seriously,,
where on earth can we find someone who loves us the way he does...?

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Anyway,,
it was the 1st time that we booked a hotel to attend the assembly there..

Hmmm,,
we stayed at Euro Hotel,,
it was considered quite a good one, for a budget hotel :))

By the way,,
Oppa DucKiiE "accompanied" us there,
as he needed to do the sound system for the Pioneers' meeting,,
actually it was the other way round lalala,,
cuz it was his 1st time to take public transport there,
so he went with us..
LoLzz,, :P




the 1st pic we took together` ((:
HaHa,, "A" !! :P


fascinated by the all-glass bathroom of the hotel
woahh!! o.O


;P


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So after checking in,
we took a cab down to Aeon Bukit Indah for our lunch..

My stomach was really rumbling like mad! o.O
Donno how long ago have I experienced this..
And donno why suddenly had the craves for Nasi Lemak..
LoL..
Remembering that it is someone's favourite :xX

Anyway,
I didn't have the chance to satisfy my craves,
cuz we went to Secret Recipe for our lunch..

LoL..
We were like the only customers there..? o.O
Anyway,
there were not many customers around the shopping centre,
cuz it was a weekday,,
hmmm...




In Love with the lights can! :P




Sis & ii.


Pumpkin Soup..!~


Pan-grilled dory with Lobster sauce


Tapioca chipss..?


mine mine..! ~ Chicken Cordon Bleu ~ :P




:P shhh... stolen shot..~


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Oppa DucKiiE left 1st after he finished,
and he was like kinda "running" on his way out,,
LoL
the reactions of the staffs were really funny,,
cuz they tot that he didn't pay and left running away,,
finding us still there,
gave them a sign of relief..
LoL :D

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After our lunch,
it was still early, so we gai gai around there..

As usual,
went to the Ladies 1st,
and hang there around for quite some time,
cuz of sis..
= . = "









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When we finally sort of left there,,
it wasn't time for gai gai yet,,
heezz,,
cuz we saw something cute..

I guess those people who passed by us must be thinking that we are really tourists,
that are very "sua ku",
when we took these photos :D





Mummiie's favourite beverage :D








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LoL~~
These are actually kinda boards to cover those shops that are under renovation..
heez~
but we really love these cute designs,
which we haven't seen in singapore :P

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So after satisfying with those photo takings,
we started to gai gai le..
hmmm,
i think the concept of the shopping mall is kinda good,
cuz they are organised sections by sections,
for example,,
like accessories, so there will be accessories shops one after the other..

but sometimes will feel siann,,
cuz like keep seeing the same things and donno which one to choose..
Hahhz~~

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Anyway,,
we went in to this shoes shop,,
and I saw one pair of heels that caught my eyes,,
something that I don't think I can find it somewhere else..













Ta-Da~~!

Bear designs all over the heels,
which reminds me of someone.. :$ [[ shy ]]




Actually horr,,
the size that I took was 1 size smaller than mine,
cuz size 5 was sold out jor >.<
but I really love it that I don't mind buying it :xX
Hope the shoes would expand in the long run.. :D
I know it's kinda silly la,,
but got choice mehh.. :O

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So it was about time,
and we started to make our way to the Kingdom Hall,
LoL~~
By "trespassing" through the fence,,
shorter route ma :xX

When we reached there,
it was still early,
and the Pioneers were still taking photos on the stage,
Pai sehh siaa,,
cuz we walked pass the door, where many people could see us from inside..

Anyway,,
after they finished,
we started to do the cleaning of all 3 halls,,
tiring but enjoyable and satisfying :))

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After cleaning up,,
we went to have dinner together..

They were like very hungry la,,
the food came one after the other o.O

But a bowl of Claypot rice was enough for me :D

We went to Bestmart for a short while before heading back to have our rest..

Heez,,
GiNni3zX is a good girl, slept around 11pm, in order to fully enjoy the session tomorrow :))

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23 May 2009 , Saturday


Met the company at Old Town White Coffee for our breakfast :))

First time trying,,
so was kinda excited!~

While waiting for our orders to come,
we discussed the Daily Text together :))
something which I enjoyed,,
spiritual food before physical food :D






Roy took for us~ :)


He suggested to take the photo this way..
Heez~~ I guess he's someone that takes photos often too! :D

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Reached there early,,
so we took some pics before the session began :P





with Kernice~~ :))


And Angeline~


With Samantha~~ :))


And Aunt Theresa too~~

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Gotta stopped when the music began,,
hmmm,,
ben lai booked seat for brother de,,
cuz he wanted to sit with us de,,
but in the end he went to join John Phua..
Hmmm...
Never mind la,,
anyway,,
we can always see and talk to each other back here in Singapore :))

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Session ended around 4pm?
Don't feel tired at all,
in which I usually does and would at times fall asleep..
Thanks to the enthusiastic and upbuilding talks,
which kept me awake,,
together with the early rest and white coffee in the morning :))

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We chatted with some sisters from our previous cong. in Bedok,,
while waiting de..
Ben lai wanted to go Aeon Bukit Indah de,,
but in the end,,
we decided to join the other brothers & sisters for dinner v ^ ^ V

Actually while standing there talking and waiting for cabbiie to come,,
I was actually "S.U.F.F.E.R.I.N.G"!~
cuz my feets were cramped up together :((
and were very sore and pain,,
cuz of wearing shoes that are smaller 1 size..
but that didn't make me regret in buying that pair of heels
= . = "

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Luckily,,
I was able to go back to the hotel before the dinner,
cuz I don't think I would be able to walk around any longer..
Changed shoes~~ :D

&& went for dinner together again.. =))
shop shop around the shop houses near our hotel..

Hmmm,,
while walking,,
we passed by the salon,
and saw some sisters blowing their straight for the occasion tmr,,

so after shopping around,
we went there to blow our hair too!
:D
heezz~~ = ^ ^ =



donno how long ago did my hair appear flat.. = . = ??

Cut my fringe too =))

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24 May 2009 , Sunday`



Didn't sleep well throughout the night as I did the night before :((
cuz we were being "disturbed" by those inconsiderate women who talked really loud outside
our room... = . =
Couldn't stand it any longer,,
Li Ting went out and asked them to soften their voices..
HaaHzz,,~~
Heroine siaa :))

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While sis took her bath,,
Li Ting & ii went to have our breakfast :))
at Old Town again..
nice nice~~
this time,,
we sat outside and enjoyed the atmosphere..
and chatted throughout :))




with Li Ting~ before we checked out~

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Session began again :)
really enjoyed~!

I remember one of the points of the talk given by Brother Mario,
really touched me..
It was about discouragements,,
and where we get those discouragements,,
one of it was our weaknesses & past mistakes,,

Hmmm,,
he went on to say that many of us might get discourage due to our past mistakes,
and even to the point that we would feel unworthy to serve Jehovah,
and might even stop praying for awhile..

Well,
that was what I did when I make some mistakes,
and felt that Jehovah wasn't going to forgive me..
and did not even have the face to seek for forgiveness..

But Brother Mario went on to highlight to us the love Jehovah has for us,
and how forgiving he is to us..

Was deeply encouraged when I hear that~~ :*)

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Brother Michael's talk was also very encouraging,,
and he really took personal interest in us in his prayer.. :))

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I guess this C.A was kind of timely for me,,
to remind me who I am,
and that this system is coming to an end,
and the appropriate steps and decisions to make..

I'm really thankful for the spiritual food that always come at the right time for all of us.. :))

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Time flies very quickly,
2 days of C.A has just passed us..

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Took the cong. van,,
and had dinner with them :))

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Enjoyed~~! :))




surely miss her lots when we were away


She's always my beloved girl,,
hearts her lots!!~


Always this cute~~
Even though she has grown..

Always saying::
" I Love You CoCo!!~ "











My current favourite Bible verse::
Psalm 34:18: “Jehovah is near to those that are broken at heart; and those who are crushed in spirit he saves.”


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19.05 ,, Sing K !!

19.05.09 , Tuesday







GiNni3zX ♥ meeting new people..!













Went to sing K with some brothers & sisters at Newton,,
from 7-11pm..

Actually was supposed from 6pm de,,
but some of them had to work..

So we met them at Clementi and took train down together..

Met some new faces v ^ ^ V
bout 4..?

But the good thing about JWs is even though it's our first time meeting,
there wasn't really any awkward feelings,
it was like even though we don't really know each other,
we just feel comfortable being around them..

That is one of the reasons why I love being included in this organisation.

And don't have to worry about bad associations?,,
yupps.. :D

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When we reached there,,
it was about 6:45pm?
Actually we were supposed to da bao our dinner together from Newton Circus,
but the brothers were really kind,
they offered to da bao our dinner for all of us,
while some of us went to the venue 1st.. =))

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The place was actually a kind of function room,,if im not wrong?
quite big,,
with sofas provided =D

We took turns to sing, and really,
all of their voices are considered quite good!
It was so fun singing with them,
cause they were like joking around too..
heezz,, ^ ^

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Time passed very fast,
and the fun ended at 11pm.. :((

As most of them stayed at Jurong area,
so they shared cabbies back home,
while Dorothy & her husband,Kenneth
sent us back home...

Had fun today! =))

** Thanks for inviting us,, looking forward to every outings :D **







GiNni3zX ♥ taking pics! :x
::





I know someone likes this smile,,
That's why I'm smiling..
Just for YOU...








Sometimes we just love the way of being blinded by that T.H.I.N.G
called ::
L.O.V.E ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥


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