long time no see.. how have u been?
These days,
I've been thinking and reminiscing on my high school days...
Honestly,
I really secretly envy those who are really charismatic, outgoing, bubbly...
They make friends easily, and people are easily attracted to them...
Compare to myself,
I'm a total difference..
I'm shy and introvert,
and will only open myself up to those whom I'm close with...
Well,
I thought I was used to be that since before..
But thinking about it,
I was not really like this in the past,
I made friends easily,
I was not the one who find them,
but they were the one to find me...
Perhaps I was more outgoing in the past...
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I try hard to be the same as before,
but in the end,
I ended up feeling exhausted..
Really exhausted...
Why do I have to act as someone whom I'm not...?
If people are attracted to me just because of the someone whom I'm acting to be,
it's not "me" whom they like...
I'd rather be myself,
it's up to them,
& I don't care...
Happiness is all that matters :)
